visiting family

So we are currently on leave. We went to Maryland from dec 23rd-dec 27 spent christmas with my mom and then my dads side. We went to visit sweet camerons grave on christmas. We should not have to be visiting a grave of our child that should of been 4.5 months old. The girls got so much stuff they absolutely love. They surprised me how well behaved they were and how thankful they were with everything they got. We traveled to Ohio on dec 27 we put a flip trainer on Savanna and she stayed DRY! we stopped about 3.5 hrs after we started driving and she went to the potty and then continues the last 3 ish hours and she was still dry and she drank a ton! she has been dry this whole time we have been up here. only had one tiny accident in her sleep and woke up ! We picked up Rebecca n Mackenzie (robs other daughters) on the 29th and have them till the 3rd they are all loving being together. we got pictures done with all the kids cameron bear and our niece n nephew from robs brother brandon. we took the girls to see all their family and great great grandma. we let balloons go for cameron on NYE it was so nice to have all our kids here with us to do his 5 months release we still can not believe he's been gone 5 whole months. every day we think n miss him it just doesn't seem real. I get to meet in person an amazing person that has helped us with pictures and been there for us thru camerons death and so on. then we will be heading to MD for my husbands surgery I'm so scared for it . Please pray that it works and we can have more kids soon. I am starting on my weight loss journey now and trying to get these 100 lbs i gained having kids off. that is all for right now