our new lives

we have started to discipline the girls differently they get things taken away if they dont listen or dont picfk up their toys. before bed . we started making them at least try everything on their plates and are teaching them about how they are lucky to have food on their plates how some kids dont have any food. We are teaching them about God how god is our maker and we read books about Jesus every day. We put our tree up and had them decorate it they LOVED it. its so good to see them having so much joy in their lives even with such  a horrible loss at such a young age they still ask if Cameron is in my belly and we tell them no he is with our lord above watching over us. Savanna everynight now says good night brother cameron i miss you good night jesus i love you and good night beautiful to her self. I want her to have self confindence and to have trust in Jesus that he will lead her in the right direction. We are wanting to teach them to wait for sex and intimate relations for marriage as jesus wanted us to. we are going to be looking for a church when we get back from leave ansd hubby heals from his surgery we are both very excited and nervous about this surgery but we trust that god will give us a miracle and grant us our biggest wish and know that our gaurdian angel cameron will always be walking next to us

daily lives

our lives have been hectic these last few months since cameron went home to our lord. Savanna has been in preschool and maddie and I have school time at home. I have been working out everyday trying to get back in shape we moved into a new home on base and absolutely love our house now. we make sure cameron is always a part of our daily lives and every month on the 31st or the 1st ( i the month prior only has 30 days ) we let balloons go to the skies for our sweet cameron. we love you so much baby boy always on our minds and forever in our hearts

we are trying to live our lives not everyday in honor of sweet cameron. Madelyn and savanna both talk about him daily. Robert and I keep Cameron in our lives any way we can. We are currently starting to sew and embrodier things so that we can sell and make  money for cameron we are going to be making blankets embrodiers stockings shirts we  try and do a family activity at least once a week if its playing games coloring to going out to the park. we have really became a lot stronger these past few months and we have our children to thank we love you cameron thomas always in our hearts and on our minds